my love for you is a journey, staring at forever & ending at never. X

Hello peeps!!! am mad sorry for the lack of updates!!!!!! promise a super good pixfull entry before school reopens. to add on.. sigh, school life is just around the corner and we're left with
( prox ) 7 days!! sounds like i'm dying but its mmefffffff-ing true.

no more night life, no more drinking, worst of all.. lesser time with BB and bitches/brothers!!! gott'a spend this last few days really well!! so here's some pix from last week~ just got them from bitch, tsk. she can be real slow at times. but non-the less a million of heart for her!! ;)

Most importantly : happy birthday to my dearest girl, RT huiyee! ♥
♥♥♥♥!Spent my last 2 days with brothers and sisters including BB! although groups may change, friends will drift, all we've gotta do is accept the changes caused in both parties but still.. tsk ~
so practically i got drunk in both of the days!!! spent it really well at jiajia's chalet. huiyee got drunk on the first day and i got drunk on the second!! headed over to DTE, bitches bought spray cans and the guys aim-ed BB and hao. while we girls aim-ed ronghui!! BB and hao became snow mans in less then 2 mins!!!! mad fun. chilled and proceeded to brother's chalet. was having a fun time with the bubbles that esther and i bought!!! my bubble kept popping. Ugh, nuggers. ;(
Had mad cheers with bitch, kazu and ford till i got out of hand. we mixed wine, alcohol and beer!! played the number game and suay suay always i kena!! had to wake my poor BB up from his sleep. but non the less, he took care of me thru-out! i was rolling, crawling and screaming in jiajia's chalet, bitch was drunk too. started my nonsense and got everyone laughing at me!! tsk, thank god baby was there! what would i do without him... tsktsk. ;)Stayed over at BB's place, he cooked both lunch and dinner for me!! was being spoilt and got babybum to feed me! and he willingly did it, awwwww. mad love for him. cuddled together and slept till 8pm. BB then cooked while i dotA-ed!!! and HSH after. So i had a simple but meaningful x'mas, well thats all peeps!! will blog a.s.a.p!! have to tong till 3pm today, have not had a wink since 9pm, and its already 9am!!! need to meet HY and co later on. oh well, enjoy your holidays readers! ;)

last but not least........( our very first pix on our 1st month! )

well.. its exactly 24 hours till our 1 year 1 month!! concluding 13 months of ups and downs and whatever a couple may, might or have experienced. i guess we've passed thru everything rather smoothly? still, thanks for everything sillybum.. you've done so much for me! you always tell me that i'm the first ( and i hope the last ) girl who is able to keep your heart locked tight. but yet, your too.. the first guy who is able to make me so drawn into your existence! we've been thru so much.. collecting that much memories as days goes on, its really hard to emphasize the love i have for you. but still, non-the less... i love you w.h.w. once again, what will i do without you? ;)

Happy 1 year 1 month hunnie pie! ♥

Am awaiting for our dinner tml with daddy and god mummy. Bet your anxious but still, thanks for the effort. thanks for everything. ;)

As promised :

Okkk, really short post with a few pix because im really gwad damn lazy to blog these days.. tsk. have been learning and seeing true colours these few days, makes one feel.. devoured by their own feelings and emotion.. X. well as promised i'll make this a short entry so that my blog doesn't die a.s.a.p. pix coming from different dates + not in order!!!!!
Bi with darling 2 days ago??? headed over there cu'z i wanted some time alone and yeap darling was sweet enough to come down for me!!!! am so glad that someone actually bothered. tsk, so had my mac wings and was practically wondering around kaki bukit alone!! it was really really spooky in the night.... so i gave up in walking and decided to cab h3h3x. so.... cabbed over to BR. and darling came and we chatted for like gwad long. tsk, finally someone knows how i feel!!!! i feel that wei darling is the... 2nd of me. she's just like my twin with a un-tolerable attitude!! was getting mad high plus happy and she was actually _____ on _____. ( secret, wink!!! )

so we took some pix at BR :
I love her max!!!!!!! tsk... i wonder how people can drift that much and get back that close to each other.. while.. ugh, i dont even know what im mumbling right now! just have to sort things out a.s.a.p..... i always say that i need to take breaks.. but i guess.. right now, is they need a break from me! wei darling followed me home and we was walking in zig zags!!! super fun. reached home drenched my pillows and slept till 4.

skip skip ~
Met up with HY and headed over to BI, got my shoes. ( like finally. ) headed over to tamp and met my dearest luchi.. she's so mad dumb, she got lost at tamp!!!!!!! bloody cute. alright walked around tamp till i had major blisters.. it bled tsk. but still, insisted on continuing my hunt for those " stuff " chanced upon a.......( well at least HY and i know. ) gwad i was like O.O?!?!?! mad fugly. okie so we headed over to pasir ris and i got that stuff for that special someone. felt a big hole in my wallet tsk!!!!! went over to AMK to meet jiajia, manford, RH and smurfy bro!!!

Had some quiet time at smurfy's place, darling fed me while smurfy and RH was disturbing us non-stop, including manford..tsk. headed over to slack and cabbed over to darling's place!! caught a horror movie and was really brave!! jiajia, manford and HY was behind while i was lying right infront of the TV and they were asking me to back away when the ah-wuu was coming!!! mad funny, jiajia sent me to PS and i bus-ed home. had some quiet time in the bus~

and finally, HSH.
mad junk. might be opening a BS? :)


So.. off to dotA, shall blog a.s.a.p? Merry christmas guys!!!!!!

Her silent wish :

Her silent wish will be performing at somerset tomorrow!!!! myspace link - http://www.myspace.com/hersilentwish!

Youth park - 7.30pm till 8pm! do head down and support. live band with fab music!! just a short adver for bud, hope he appreciates my effort! readers do head down or at least view their myspace okay!! thanks for the help. god bless and much loves. ;)

Bite size :

Alright.... am really sorry for the lack of updates recently. bitch hasn't got her SLR back yet.. resulting in the lack of pix from both of our blogs.. oh well, await for tuesday readers!! am sure to spam this blog up with pix and tons of interesting info. oh well.. life has been really mundane for me. counting on to the days where school re-opens.. that leaves me with less then 20 days! to sum up, i had a sucky december. well.. i guess not everything comes in a good package. adapting.

oh well, a short post since im lacking of my daily pieces of life : ( super mega edit. )

Headed out to bedok, shopped a huge hole in my wallet. headed over to AMK and was disturbing bitch and almost every single passerby in the MRT. long time since i had so much fun with bitch. there was snorlex... cap with hair.. the long curley and the drawf. oh well, you guys probably wont understand and fill your head up with tons of ? but oh well.. met some peeps at AMK including my dearest yaxin, esther came down later on. saw adeline, ford and co! didn't met them for ages.. gwad. dinned at S-11 and chanced upon YH. rong hui was being a fool in virtual land. headed over to macs and met chanced upon corrupt!! finally got to see this idiot of mine! while the guys went to have their K-pool session, the girls smoked and slacked and practically.. to sum up - AMK fucking ruined my whole day. ;)

Cabbed to ERA later on, dotA with the girls and cabbed home with a sulky face and a heavy heart. well... thats all. bitch just showed me a really meaningful phrase. am god damn disappointed in some peeps right now..... having a hard time to voice out how i really feel.. i sense bad days ahead? lunch with BT tml, claypot... yumz.

哭过了，就算了吧。哭得再多，也都没有用。泪流得再多，也不能快乐一点。因为爱你，所以我不给你任何困扰。因为爱你，所以我情愿自己难过。因为爱你，所以我改变了自己。爱上一个人，如此甜蜜却又让人受伤。放弃一个人，如此的难过却又让人心碎。当缘分要来的时候，你如何挡也挡不住可是，当缘分要逃跑的时候，你如何留也留不住。< meaningful? :)

Yeap, thats all readers.. MACs is here!!! am gonna turn in after my supper. niteniteX.

In my heart :

Its you, babywong. i love you X.

Just a short post to picture out how i really feel right now... having the sudden urge to blog while waiting for bitch and poh heng to end their dota match. am on MSN with tons of peeps now but not him... am god damn worried, pissed and.... ugh i'm consumed by my own emotions that i can hardly feel myself any longer... just hope that all these drama would end as soon as school starts.

Am gonna head to a huge dota with rl soon and im rly excited!!! h3h3x. am gonna keep my mind off stuff.................. so yeap, tata!! ;>

Buried a lie :

Hello readers, short update. headed over to godmummy's place at around 8. had a real fun PK match with my 4 idiots before heading out. we owned and got owned. mad funny! apple shifu said that i've improved in my dota, am a happy gurl!!! all the hard work paid off. :)
So daddy came to pick me up for dinner and we had home made grilled burgers, soup and tons of fattening stuff. filled myself up with food and was all round!!!!!! chatted with godmummy about some stuff and as usual, she give's the best advice. ugh, why didn't i think of that months back!!!!!!!!! had a real fun time fixing up god mummy's christmas tree! set the scheme pink!!! it was darn pretty, pink ballz, silver ballz!!!!!!!
So i fooled around with pepper and i started to decorate the pretty pretty tree!!!!!

it turned out to be really pretty, the colour blended really well. was damn happy with my master piece! so i spent my friday night really well! not like some others, ugh. makes me feel damn disgusted whenever i think about " them. "
So after dinner, daddy sent me home. dota-ed till rly late and did some secret stuff which made me rly rly happeh!!!!!!! i love time on my own, feel so relaxed. no worries!!!! jiajia called me his back in singapore! was rly happy when he called, didn't even remember who i talked to as the phone was being passed around. surprisingly i could actually talk to her. like omg only.

So i fooled till i was worn out and i k-oed in tears well that's all tata, i've got no idea on what im blogging because currently.. my mind is blank. all i can think about is.... nothing. HEHE, so well thats all and here's the pix of the christmas tree :

i didn't lie. H3H3.

shall head out at abt 12, need to meet that special someone. gw4ddddd. am filled with sadness naoz, maybe one day i'll just boomz!!!!! hahaha tata. ^^

If only...

Just a short update. really exhausting week.. both mentally and physically.. i expected this to happen months back, but it just came a little too soon.. so unprepared and unwilling to accept everything that came crashing right down at me. so.. i guess all i've gotta do is breathe and take chances, hope that will cheer me up a teeny weeny bit. :)

Met up with yx yesterday, met at BI. sweet of her to come all the way down from tpy, just for me!! i can really get demanding at times but ohwell.... so we trained over to raffles and had a long talk with her. didn't knew so many things were happening. like pop only! headed to raffles and realised that we alighted at the wrong stop, dined at BK. and trained down to DTE. had a long chat in the mrt.. i guess its been ages since i've talked to someone new. proves that i'm not anti-social!!!!!!! thanks yx for the sweetest and most undying care!

met felicia and huiyee at WS, walked over to DTE. met buddy and john, weiwei and adeline. got our tix and headed in. twilight was really good.. the first part got me 1.2 awake. ending was a bummer. and why? because it left me in suspense!!!! ate alot in the cinema, cheese wedges, sweet & salty popcorn and breaded corndogs. cabbed home later on, and utterly broke down.. really dont know whats on my mind. ugh, mummy calmed me down and gave me hot choco. slept thru the night.. was at ease, till i woke up without seeing your text..

and i really miss you... its been 24 hours since you've last sent me a text.. where are you... i..need..you.. its torturing to love someone and not have that someone by your side.. i see you, but do you see me..?

Breathe and take chances :

Short post, heading out at 3... meeting tons of peeps today.
hope i don't get late.. like always. XxX

Never too late :

Alright, just a short update before i head back to training with either santa or ford.. since bibibum, huiyee and felicia can't play. i shouldn't have updated my battle.net. now its C and its not B and its different from bibibum! I sense question marks floating around..... okay la just ignore me!! I'm just trying to vent out how pathetic i feel right now, at least i'm not alone... :(

Alright, headed out to meet babybum... and he was late for 20 minutes okay!! made a girl wait at BI! walked around with him and got what he wanted. i tend to realise that guys tend to shrink when it comes to shopping... the worst thing about them is they hardly ask. i mean they don't even ask!!!! like wtfuxbbq. they just get what they see.. without asking. and why? because they are shy!!!!!!!!!!! totally no logic. so.. i was being a sweetie and helped bibibum with everything. he finally got the 2 tops which he wanted for quite some time. he picked out a outfit for me. :)
Cabbed over to far east and met wei darling, felicia bitch, adel and esther! exchanged hugs and puffs. walked over to cine and met up with the rest, huiyee reached and we headed to the 8th floor and met up with vance and co! wholesome amount of people....... there were more then 20 and it got kinda awesome when we started singing. we blended in real soon and in less then 30 minutes we were wishing pohheng the mickey mouse a big happy birthday!! :)

the happy birthday song was fucked up thou. literally horrible, drank and huiyee was being a bitch!!!!!! dared me to drink or i had no cheebye. so we two was drinking pure martel with no mix!!!!!!!!!! and we got a little high, ford kept bullying wei darling and felicia was in the i.don't.care mode!!!! but she helped wei darling drink and we girls got uber noisy. not a good drinker..... :(
So we lied on each other and ran around, drank 5 cups of pure martel and c.m.i. had a 1 to 1 session with the toilet bowl for more then 8 times. thanks to esther and adel for the care!! wei darling came in to the toilet and we literally... ( secret. ) chicky dragged me out and carried me to the bloody damn chair and i fell asleep. got awaken by ice cubes falling all over my face!! opened half of my eyes and realised that baby was beside me, taking care of me thru out. damn touched! vance brother was singing an awful song about birds. woke me up from my sweet sleep!! :(

Finally got up at 6am and was getting ready to leave the ktv!!!! all of us headed down and poh leung was being so annoying towards us girls! adel told me that he looked like smurf.. and i agreed. cannot stop laughing at that face of his. over all i had fun! :)
Cow dung came to suan us girls by calling us noobs in dota!!!!! so we decided to create a PK team. shall name the team PPG- which stands for P - power P - puff - G - girls! we'll have a match the next time we head down to [E]. headed over to isle for breakfast and then cabbed home with bitch, wei darling and adel. sweet of my bitch for the lift. :)

Had a real bad tummy ache when i reached home and my head was in a spinny mode. thanks to mummy for the never ending care. she guarded me to bed! sweet much. woke up and she even got dinner ready!!!!! and here i am blogging...... satisfied with this short post? am gonna stop at here, till then!

oh... one last thing, vance chew teck hao take care in NS okay brother! botak monk! :)
Okie bibibum, here's your really sweet but short post. thanks for the never ending care, every little thing you do for me. you always listen to me no matter how ridiculous my request can get or how demanding i can be.. i love to be doted by you. felt the love thru-out this 1 year. And mummy is right.. you've gotta find someone who loves you more then himself. and i'm glad that i've found you!!! am gonna stick with you thru out. remember our big plans for the future! am so excited about your interview next week. everything is planned out.... this road is made for the both of us. we just gott'a keep going. :)

i love you w.h.w. :*

Might be meeting yaxin sister tml.. miss her so effing much!!!!!! heading out to dinner with daddy tml too! now i shall get back to my MSN conver with rong hui and huiyee... have you guys ever tried maggie mee with cheese? :)